Monday, February 11, 2013

The snow of February


A thick blanket of snow covers my heart
A livid woe freezes my childish dreams
In a corner, alone again in a crowded room,
among grim faces of snow, familiar refrain 
melancholy funeral of feelings

The snow of Febrary, pure and white
chilling the tears on my grim face
eases the pain in my teared soul 

But, on the edge, familiar lonliness 
over and over like an open wound





Thursday, February 7, 2013

The end



You and I, we were gentle breeze
Warm breath of the desert wind
fragrant smell of joyful spring
You and I, endless idyll of senses

Remember, that boat on the lake
We slid silently away through the willows wall
The still water reflected in your blue eyes
We thought it would last forever

Remember then, in that gloomy room
Staring motionless at the gray ceiling
while a tangle of brambles strangled our hearts
apathy and uncertainty nested inside us

Remember, in that central café
Shining eyes and cold hands
We decided not to give up
But a black storm was already grown inside us

Now, I look at our boat drifting away
The sky is cloudy and the lake a vortex
You and I, we abandon the ship
not to get swallowed by our hatred

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Ghosts



Ghosts in the fog of tomorrow
they move silently and slowly
toward the pit of eternal death
They’re waiting to be in peace..

The beginning of the end


That rainy day, far from home
my eyes were filled by your frivolity
and blanked by your glowing foam.
So, I swept away all the murky animosity
And built a new joyful dome.

Mirthful image of a perfect life
in daylight, a boat at the seaside
together we were, as husband and wife
without neither misery nor pride.

My dear beloved, for you,
I changed my habits indeed
Inventing myself out of the blue
Neglecting what I really need.

The time, anyway, has passed quickly
Consciously unwilled of tomorrow
You become more and more picky
And I felt heavy dull and sorrow.

Pretending to be the queen of smile
And because, the real me, you did not like,
My brain stopped to be fertile
While you seemed to me a moody tyke.

You are grey, you said, one day
You piss me off, you yelled
Maybe I am murky,  I am afraid
Maybe black and white are now meld.

You and me, two different side
Like night and day, we can’t be one
For you, anymore I cannot hide
and follow, as a planet with the sun.

Friday, January 11, 2013

Human ants


Ants in a big ant heap
Waiting for their sins to weep
Hoping He’s protecting us
Forgiving our sins, thus
The burning eye who’s above
Saving from hell’s shove
Persecutor and judge
Without cruelty or grudge
But when She’s here
With her sickle and bier 
For Who’s poor, who’s in clover
Hope and fears, all it’s over...